Monday, June 10, 2013

For a new start

I guess that I will have a thing or two to tell before it happen and the new stories. 

Tonight I will go for a first class from two at the studio of Mijal Natan. I'm about to go for two different classes. The same hour both, but each in another evening is another kind of information, one includes a guitar player and the one doesn't. So, tonight it's the first between the both classes that I'm about to check if it fit me, the one without the live guitar. 

I know that this week she starts with new stuff in all classes. We were talking I'm about to come and see, just see for now. She teach also in August, so if one of the classes or both fit me I will start when August starts. For me it's the best option cause it will be after the end of year show with the studio of Neta, so my mind will be more relaxed. And the money thing.... I'm not sure I can afford myself more regular classes than I already have and with the workshops which also cost a lot.... But I will miss some of the things which we learned till then. When I remind Mijal that I'm about to come she asked me if isn't it better that I will start this week for good. She said it's too much information later to get. Yeah, I know....! I rather think that she cares it won't be too hard for me, nothing more. I know it's possible that it wasn't the meaning and still I rather think of it as a good thing for a good and easy start.

I know that I want to try it. With all my respect to Neta (I'm still aware that I learned a lot from her and I still think she's a wonderful dancer), but maybe it's about time to have a change. I'm not sure yet that next year it will less classes in the studio of Neta or not at all. I know that I want a new teacher to fresh my mind. I have a feeling that accept the new experience of learning (which is a learning for itself) - maybe it's time to go on. It doesn't mean that a new start stop my learning. I can't stop now. Flamenco became a big part of my life a long time ago and there are many learning options in here. 

And I'm still a bit nervous. It mean a new start and new starts are always a scary thing. 

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