It isn't the end of the world and it doesn't mean that I finish to dance at all, but it's a bit sad for me to tell about. I received one more reminder how much I love dancing but hate to see myself dance. I love siguiryias so much and it was the last time of siguiryia on Mondays at the studio of Mijal, but soon I will start to learn a new thing for at her studio. And today from all days it had to start bad.
I didn't get a ride this time, I missed a bus and I ran to the studio (again not enough sleeping hours). I thought that I came enough on time. Too quiet at the studio but the door was open. The other class didn't happen and none of the company was there. Few girls. I wanted to complain to Mijal it't rude that I cab't see the dances. It wasn't a time for jokes. Mijal was complaining herself. I couldn't hear it from the start and she didn't want to start all over again, but if I understood right - there was a problem last night before the premiere which was hard to fix. At the end it was fine and the audience couldn't know and still it was dramatic enough for it will be hard now for Mijal to work with one of the guys....
The class has started 2-3 minutes before time. I missed most of body's warming which I enjoy so much. I went down with my camera. The legs' drills has been made this time faster than the usual with the beat. Almost all we needed to do again and again cause it wasn't good enough.
We've been asked to become three groups by the three parts of real dancing. I went to be at the group with the part which I love the most. Few still weren't sure. We started to work on the new part which we do together and groups. I couldn't see Ilan when he got in because of the place I was standing. At one of the brakes which Mijal explained about what we need to do and how to improve - I noticed some voices from the balcony. Ilan was there. I looked at him till I was sure he noticed that I signed him for "hello". After that I made my best to listen to Mijal. Even this time we needed to do it over and over. Most of us still made mistakes.
We learned few more steps to finish the siguiryia at the way of the recorded music. Ilan went out to practice.
And dancing all the siguiryia. We've been asked to start were we normally dance and move to the same place we were when made it as groups this time when the music is over. There were few questions. When Mijal noticed that I want to ask something - she asked me first if I want to make a video. Well, yeah and this is what I wanted to ask... Once we danced this way without making any video. Some were standing aside and started to dance only after Mijal asked them why don't they dance.
Second time. Mijal offered me that I will ask Ilan to take a video for me for I will be at the video too. I went to the door and called him. I asked him to take a video for me. I gave him my camera and told him at which button to push and how does it suppose to look like when it's filming. He asked me and other girls few time if Mijal accept it. He took the video although he seem like that he didn't believe us that Mijal accept. Oh my god... I made some mistakes which was clear to me it's recorded now, few times which I was fine I noticed that someone was hiding me or that Ilan was filming others.
After class I thanked him and Mijal for the video. Ilan said that I was hiding all the time and moved to places which he couldn't see me. At home I looked at the video. I hate it because I'm there. All my mistakes... And I made many that time from all times. When I was fine - half of time someone did hide me. At least at the end I was at a part which I love, I was close enough to the place where Ilan was standing and this part I made almost perfect. At this part the bad parts were mostly that I wasn't amazing but didn't really made mistakes.
I didn't get a ride this time, I missed a bus and I ran to the studio (again not enough sleeping hours). I thought that I came enough on time. Too quiet at the studio but the door was open. The other class didn't happen and none of the company was there. Few girls. I wanted to complain to Mijal it't rude that I cab't see the dances. It wasn't a time for jokes. Mijal was complaining herself. I couldn't hear it from the start and she didn't want to start all over again, but if I understood right - there was a problem last night before the premiere which was hard to fix. At the end it was fine and the audience couldn't know and still it was dramatic enough for it will be hard now for Mijal to work with one of the guys....
The class has started 2-3 minutes before time. I missed most of body's warming which I enjoy so much. I went down with my camera. The legs' drills has been made this time faster than the usual with the beat. Almost all we needed to do again and again cause it wasn't good enough.
We've been asked to become three groups by the three parts of real dancing. I went to be at the group with the part which I love the most. Few still weren't sure. We started to work on the new part which we do together and groups. I couldn't see Ilan when he got in because of the place I was standing. At one of the brakes which Mijal explained about what we need to do and how to improve - I noticed some voices from the balcony. Ilan was there. I looked at him till I was sure he noticed that I signed him for "hello". After that I made my best to listen to Mijal. Even this time we needed to do it over and over. Most of us still made mistakes.
We learned few more steps to finish the siguiryia at the way of the recorded music. Ilan went out to practice.
And dancing all the siguiryia. We've been asked to start were we normally dance and move to the same place we were when made it as groups this time when the music is over. There were few questions. When Mijal noticed that I want to ask something - she asked me first if I want to make a video. Well, yeah and this is what I wanted to ask... Once we danced this way without making any video. Some were standing aside and started to dance only after Mijal asked them why don't they dance.
Second time. Mijal offered me that I will ask Ilan to take a video for me for I will be at the video too. I went to the door and called him. I asked him to take a video for me. I gave him my camera and told him at which button to push and how does it suppose to look like when it's filming. He asked me and other girls few time if Mijal accept it. He took the video although he seem like that he didn't believe us that Mijal accept. Oh my god... I made some mistakes which was clear to me it's recorded now, few times which I was fine I noticed that someone was hiding me or that Ilan was filming others.
After class I thanked him and Mijal for the video. Ilan said that I was hiding all the time and moved to places which he couldn't see me. At home I looked at the video. I hate it because I'm there. All my mistakes... And I made many that time from all times. When I was fine - half of time someone did hide me. At least at the end I was at a part which I love, I was close enough to the place where Ilan was standing and this part I made almost perfect. At this part the bad parts were mostly that I wasn't amazing but didn't really made mistakes.
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