Thursday, October 10, 2013

One more difficult start

This time - a bit late, but enough time to change without rush. At the balcony I saw the stuff of Ilan but I couldn't see where he is. Mijal saw me there and didn't look too please. I couldn't understand why. I know that I'm not the best but better than others, so I have my days that I feel less self confidence than other days. That's one of those days. I started to think that she probably look this way cause she think I'm not good enough for this class that I'm taking. The guitar player was there, so I changed at the toilets. I went down to the studio. Ilan was there sitting on a bench near the office. I sat next to him, or at least next to the bag we had between us. We signed for "hello" but kept on silence for not disturbing the class. The looking one didn't come. Only four at the very advances, three of them from the company of Mijal. A guajira with a fan, so I liked what I saw. After a while I noticed that also the dragon tattoo girl didn't come, so that was a shame. The happy one wasn't there and I didn't have any problem with it. We weren't much as usual. The kids came. Between classes I had a lot of time to talk with Ilan. 

The class has started with a late as usual.  We started with body warming while the guitar player played to us something something relaxing. From time to time it feel more natural to me to do so at this studio. Still - this time there wasn't a lot of energy in the air as it usually feels. 

We moved to legs' warming. We made the the technique drill on the compas of siguiryia. When we finished Mijal asked if we have some questions. No one said a word. Mijal asked again and again if we have some questions. Silence. Mijal said it's impossible that none of us has questions cause we didn't do it well, any of us. We started again. Mijal stopped us after a short time. She said that we reached a point that we needed to ask about. We made a practice on it. Not too long after she got angry on the kids. She told them that they need to get used to what's going on at the studio, they need to know those steps already, they need.... We went on, some more practice on parts and all over again. 

Second part of siguiryia's drill. Mijal wasn't pleased again. The kids were the first to get it and Mijal asked them if they would dare come not ready for mathematics. they answered that no. She said it's the same here. We worked again on parts for making all together. Once for one part she asked to do it in groups. There was a trio that did it twice next to me, after that four others. Me and the kids didn't try. We went on. Mijal said it's getting better. 

We started to work on certain parts of the siguiryia. Mijal still asked the kids about classes at school. After a while she said that the meaning is for all of us, she talks with the kids cause they are at school and still know that they need to be ready to the next classes. We need to think so too. We made a long practice on parts. There were some questions this time.

We dances all the siguiryia from the siguiryia. Ilan and another one were busy in taking videos. I guess that I should do so too. I do start to know this siguiryia better, but I still miss from time to time. Mijal started to relax. She said it's getting better. She didn't get angry on my mistakes. We made some practice on parts again. Many questions this time. We danced all the siguiryia again. I still didn't do it perfect, but it felt better. 

The guitar player went away. We started to work on some new steps. Mijal asked the kids to stay next to her, me and Ilan have been asked to come closer. The girl who usually next to me has been asked too, but she didn't want. Mijal said it's some new steps that those who next to her still don't know. We learned those steps. Quickly I understood that I do know those steps. We started to work on it at Mondays. It still new to me and still doesn't "sit" in my body, so I didn't mind that I have a better view on the legs of Mijal and to the mirror. 

After class I went with Ilan to the next bus stop that both of us can take buses to our houses. When we got up to a bus which is good for both of us - another friend of his called him. They were talking to have a meeting very close to my house, so this time Ilan walked with me to the door of my building and not only close to my house

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