Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Tears

Ok, this time it's a bit hard for me. I probably got sick, I came tired (still don't sleep enough), there was a drama and I find enough things accept telling about the class. 

I came on time. At the class of very advanced were only three girls from Mijal's company and the girl who usually just look. This time she danced most of time for my surprise. I went to change. I made a try to put on my new hairpins, this time the other couple. I gave up when I noticed that I don't have much time but I do too much war with it. I guess that one day I will ask someone to help me with it till I will find out how to do it right. 

Between classes I made a try to open my water. A sporty bottle which doesn't need to open all of it. Still it didn't open. The dragon tattoo girl helped me with it. By the way she asked me if I really didn't know that will be a group photo after the workshop we both took last week.

When our class has started we had a long long warming to the legs. It took something like half time of class. Ilan came early. I saw him already on the balcony when we had a little brake for some new steps. I noticed he looked, but before I could sign anything like "hello" - we went on with it. I had some new things to learn and many things to practice. After that he was already talking with Ayelet who stopped dancing but still was there. After that he got changed, sat down a bit near the dancing part and went out. 

We danced once or twice the liviana. I noticed that for the big surprise the girl who usually look really dance, the dragon tattoo girl just looked this time. At the middle of a brake for make a practice on little things - Mijal asked the dragon tattoo girl where is she and what happened. I couldn't understand what happened, but it took a moment till Mijal came to the dragon tattoo girl and started to hug her. The happy girl started to hug them both. When Mijal made a try to go on with class I saw that the dragon tattoo girl is crying. 

We worked on few more steps. Mijal went out for a moment to ask Ayelet about it. I went to the dragon tattoo girl to ask her if she's ok. She said that not really, she will tell later on. The class continued. More and more new steps. 

One last time - all the liviana with the new steps.  The dragon tattoo girl still looked most of time. She started dancing only at the end. 

After the class has finished she started to talk with someone else. I started to talk with Ilan. The dragon tattoo girl stayed for next class - the class for men which Ilan comes for.

The dragon tattoo girl is a friend of mine in Facebook. Just because the little time I know her made me start to like her - her tears made me worry for her. After coming back home and taking my dog for his night walk - I sent her a private message trough Facebook.  She asked me if I'm still awake and what is my phone number. I gave her my number. She called me. It was just a day like this. She started to learn at the studio of Mijal as long as I do, she still need to get used to it and it's a lot of information for her. This time she broke down and felt like she has no talent. The hugs she got didn't make her fell better, only made her feel that she looks stupid. I told her it happen to everyone (true), I told her about the brake down that I had at the last rehearsal for end of year show (much worse brake down than she had at class) and told her that it's great she didn't give up. When we finished the conversation she said that I can keep her number. I hate to say it but it's probably good for me that we had this talk. I have a feeling that I have a new friend now. 

Still I felt pretty sick when it was over

No comments:

Post a Comment