The fact I was fine yesterday doesn't mean that I'm well today. I've been catching a virus, the same of 24 hours. I wasn't sure if I wanna go this way to dance, but hell yes. Now only once a week I go to the studio of Neta this year, only once week now that I go to the same class with Ilan and even he will take a little brake soon, and it's a difficult class. I went. I came pretty at the last moment. No one made a practice outside and the first thought I had on my mind was "not only that I came sick - I'm gonna do it alone". Ilan was in watching the other class. Most of girls who do the improvisation were there already. Two of them were also at the class before. Only three at that class this time. I told Ilan that I have no idea what am I doing there. He asked me what am I doing. I said that I'm sick. He sent me away from him.
I went to change. I has at my bag also the skirt I bought last year from Neta. I decided to wear it this time instead of the black old dress that I love so much. It for changing faster (no need to take off the shirt) and because I'm sick - just in case I will need the toilets at the middle of class - it will be easier with this skirt. Got back to the studio. Only my friend wasn't there. They started sinning without me while I was wearing my flamenco shoes. Neta signed me to look at the piece of paper that someone else brought with the words.
We started to work on the latest steps. When we started to work on something new - my friend came in. She was dressed a bit different than the usual as well. Still I noticed my eyes over me. At the start I thought it's so clear that I'm sick. It wasn't so. Neta said that it's nice I got back to this skirt. She forgot about this skirt and it looks good on me. I agree that the skirt looks good, but I look fat inside of it.... After my friend joined us - Neta fixed me on the steps how to make it better. I said that today I'm forgiven cause I'm sick. Still she told me after a moment that now I do it well.
We've been told do take few minutes for a thought how we're gonna dance this time. Neta asked us to dance the same three time today, let's do it boring. I wondered if I should ask NOT to dance a solo this time cause I'm sick. I found myself try to practice a step which is easy but made my life difficult when I only learned it. This time it looked like Neta was waiting for me to be ready. She was looking at me a lot and asked me more than once if I'm ready. I didn't know what to answer. I was shocked that she cares about it, and like it wasn't enough - I wasn't sure how much do I can and want to do it this time.
First round. Neta asked me to start. Fine, let's do it and get over with it. Not all went as I wanted and few times I was sure that I made some mistakes. It didn't disturb Neta to say that I made it very well and it was possible to see that I understand all she asked for and the beat. The non clean one and the Russian girl made after me. I didn't fall for what they did, but for the time that they try to do this class (and the time that the Russian dance at all) - it wasn't bad. Ilan made something funny. I started to feel that I need a brake and run out for a moment. I was waiting for the turn of my friend. I wanted to see her dance. For my surprise she made some mistakes which caused Neta to ask her do some of it again and many fixings. I went out. I normally hate to do so at the middle of class, but my stomach sent me out.
When I got back - a new round has started. The non clean one was dancing. Ilan and my friend looked at me and were talking. My friend came to me. She told me personally to start dancing at the moment that the non clean one finish, not even to wait. I made it. This time it felt better. Neta still found the time to say that I did well. After the Russian girl Neta apologized that she stop us. She had few things to fix. She stopped us also after Ilan. When my friend wanted to do her turn - Neta asked us to stop being in the front of the mirror. She took a chair and pulled it near the windows. She was sitting only a bit. We made a little and crowded circle with her. My friend made her try. Still didn't work well enough for her ability. The snobbish made something which wasn't bad. The assistant.... First of all she made a circle and almost ran over each one by turn. The non clean one said that the assistant almost ran over her. I said that not only over her.
Last round. Neta asked each one of us to do it with connection to the others. I was the first. The little space freaked me out although it happen to me all the time. I got a black out, felt like mistaken and almost stop. After I made my salida Neta stopped to say that my signing to the salida as I made it this time was a god option as well. I didn't notice I made it this way. Ilan made all of us laugh all his dance at this turn. The assistant didn't care and again made a try to run over all of us.
For the end Neta asked that someone will remember for next week a game she wanna do with us. She made an example and took me for that. A try to make a dance in a random chain.
This time Ilan said that he won't take a ride because of a friend of him. I asked him till when he walk with me. He said that he goes to the over side. I just needed to talk a bit more with him. He made a try to send me back home as fast as possible for I will wear something warmer
I went to change. I has at my bag also the skirt I bought last year from Neta. I decided to wear it this time instead of the black old dress that I love so much. It for changing faster (no need to take off the shirt) and because I'm sick - just in case I will need the toilets at the middle of class - it will be easier with this skirt. Got back to the studio. Only my friend wasn't there. They started sinning without me while I was wearing my flamenco shoes. Neta signed me to look at the piece of paper that someone else brought with the words.
We started to work on the latest steps. When we started to work on something new - my friend came in. She was dressed a bit different than the usual as well. Still I noticed my eyes over me. At the start I thought it's so clear that I'm sick. It wasn't so. Neta said that it's nice I got back to this skirt. She forgot about this skirt and it looks good on me. I agree that the skirt looks good, but I look fat inside of it.... After my friend joined us - Neta fixed me on the steps how to make it better. I said that today I'm forgiven cause I'm sick. Still she told me after a moment that now I do it well.
We've been told do take few minutes for a thought how we're gonna dance this time. Neta asked us to dance the same three time today, let's do it boring. I wondered if I should ask NOT to dance a solo this time cause I'm sick. I found myself try to practice a step which is easy but made my life difficult when I only learned it. This time it looked like Neta was waiting for me to be ready. She was looking at me a lot and asked me more than once if I'm ready. I didn't know what to answer. I was shocked that she cares about it, and like it wasn't enough - I wasn't sure how much do I can and want to do it this time.
First round. Neta asked me to start. Fine, let's do it and get over with it. Not all went as I wanted and few times I was sure that I made some mistakes. It didn't disturb Neta to say that I made it very well and it was possible to see that I understand all she asked for and the beat. The non clean one and the Russian girl made after me. I didn't fall for what they did, but for the time that they try to do this class (and the time that the Russian dance at all) - it wasn't bad. Ilan made something funny. I started to feel that I need a brake and run out for a moment. I was waiting for the turn of my friend. I wanted to see her dance. For my surprise she made some mistakes which caused Neta to ask her do some of it again and many fixings. I went out. I normally hate to do so at the middle of class, but my stomach sent me out.
When I got back - a new round has started. The non clean one was dancing. Ilan and my friend looked at me and were talking. My friend came to me. She told me personally to start dancing at the moment that the non clean one finish, not even to wait. I made it. This time it felt better. Neta still found the time to say that I did well. After the Russian girl Neta apologized that she stop us. She had few things to fix. She stopped us also after Ilan. When my friend wanted to do her turn - Neta asked us to stop being in the front of the mirror. She took a chair and pulled it near the windows. She was sitting only a bit. We made a little and crowded circle with her. My friend made her try. Still didn't work well enough for her ability. The snobbish made something which wasn't bad. The assistant.... First of all she made a circle and almost ran over each one by turn. The non clean one said that the assistant almost ran over her. I said that not only over her.
Last round. Neta asked each one of us to do it with connection to the others. I was the first. The little space freaked me out although it happen to me all the time. I got a black out, felt like mistaken and almost stop. After I made my salida Neta stopped to say that my signing to the salida as I made it this time was a god option as well. I didn't notice I made it this way. Ilan made all of us laugh all his dance at this turn. The assistant didn't care and again made a try to run over all of us.
For the end Neta asked that someone will remember for next week a game she wanna do with us. She made an example and took me for that. A try to make a dance in a random chain.
This time Ilan said that he won't take a ride because of a friend of him. I asked him till when he walk with me. He said that he goes to the over side. I just needed to talk a bit more with him. He made a try to send me back home as fast as possible for I will wear something warmer
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