Oh dear, so tired and such a big mess at the way there... I took quickly the new treasure I own (a signed CD, poster, flyer...) for showing Ilan after my class. He's at the next. When I came to the studio - last moment as it so fit at the last year. The class before ended a moment before I was wearing my flamenco shoes. Never mind. Mijal always takes a cigarette brake between the classes (or so it looks like), so I could wear it without worries.
The class itself has started with a massive and long legs' warming. The step I haven't learned before last week is still hard for me. Mijal fixed me on it. She just said something that I don't do it well. I couldn't really hear all and she left me alone. I stopped to look at the others for trying to know how to fix it. I already forgot if she fixed me again on another step or that was the only problem. There were some new steps which were also new to the others, but they already know the drill and the way Mijal teach, so most of them got it really fast. I still need to look at others for I would know what to do.
The warming was very long and Ilan came very early. After he changed - he made a try to join us a bit. Mijal was much worried about the one who was happy last week that she's a woman (and has no idea it won't help her with the reason she was happy about). This time this girl made a mistake that she probably repeat it over and over. Mijal reproached her about it.
And moving on. Mijal went to take some water (or something like that) and we all has a brake. I went to talk with Ilan who was in the other side.
After the brake we were dancing the liviana. The others really danced it (or it looked to me this way) accept one who was mostly looking. I made a try. I missed some points, but it became a bit easier for me than last week. Ilan also made a little try. He didn't really join us at this part, but he made few tries. And there was a new part for it. We learned few more new steps for the liviana. Since this point and on - it felt like the friend of the happy woman try to push me away. It didn't matter were I was and to where I moved on - she was there getting closer to me. Too close... I almost found myself as a wall flower over and over again. Once I was close to lose my balance and I felt that my ankle hardly stand it.
One of the men from Mijal's company who's also at the men's group after this class came. He took Ilan with him for a talk. We danced the liviana again from the start.
The class was over. I went to bring my treasure, not before I found out were is Ilan (he was outside). Without to apology to the man he was talking with - I asked Ilan to show him NOW. The other man looked a bit shocked, but he left us alone. I showed him the treasure with all it come with. Mijal was sitting next to us and smoked. She didn't look like she care what I'm showing, but I did show it to Ilan anyway. Inside I showed him again the CD for it will be easier for him to see the dedication.
The class of men has started. I wasn't sure if the private place there was empty, so instead of fighting I was changing on the stairs. At least I made to change my shirt which is really big one. The one who was looking at me last week came. He didn't look this time. It was scary for a moment. And he opened the door for the room which I could change there..... It didn't disturb to change next to me
The class itself has started with a massive and long legs' warming. The step I haven't learned before last week is still hard for me. Mijal fixed me on it. She just said something that I don't do it well. I couldn't really hear all and she left me alone. I stopped to look at the others for trying to know how to fix it. I already forgot if she fixed me again on another step or that was the only problem. There were some new steps which were also new to the others, but they already know the drill and the way Mijal teach, so most of them got it really fast. I still need to look at others for I would know what to do.
The warming was very long and Ilan came very early. After he changed - he made a try to join us a bit. Mijal was much worried about the one who was happy last week that she's a woman (and has no idea it won't help her with the reason she was happy about). This time this girl made a mistake that she probably repeat it over and over. Mijal reproached her about it.
And moving on. Mijal went to take some water (or something like that) and we all has a brake. I went to talk with Ilan who was in the other side.
After the brake we were dancing the liviana. The others really danced it (or it looked to me this way) accept one who was mostly looking. I made a try. I missed some points, but it became a bit easier for me than last week. Ilan also made a little try. He didn't really join us at this part, but he made few tries. And there was a new part for it. We learned few more new steps for the liviana. Since this point and on - it felt like the friend of the happy woman try to push me away. It didn't matter were I was and to where I moved on - she was there getting closer to me. Too close... I almost found myself as a wall flower over and over again. Once I was close to lose my balance and I felt that my ankle hardly stand it.
One of the men from Mijal's company who's also at the men's group after this class came. He took Ilan with him for a talk. We danced the liviana again from the start.
The class was over. I went to bring my treasure, not before I found out were is Ilan (he was outside). Without to apology to the man he was talking with - I asked Ilan to show him NOW. The other man looked a bit shocked, but he left us alone. I showed him the treasure with all it come with. Mijal was sitting next to us and smoked. She didn't look like she care what I'm showing, but I did show it to Ilan anyway. Inside I showed him again the CD for it will be easier for him to see the dedication.
The class of men has started. I wasn't sure if the private place there was empty, so instead of fighting I was changing on the stairs. At least I made to change my shirt which is really big one. The one who was looking at me last week came. He didn't look this time. It was scary for a moment. And he opened the door for the room which I could change there..... It didn't disturb to change next to me

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