Monday, June 10, 2013

This alegria freaks me out!

Yeah, I still rather see others dance alegria. After the pure happiness I had last week in the other classes and after the workshops of Adi were over - I came again in the last moment without energy. We all came accept the kido. The kido couldn't come this time. 

As a warming we made a long practice on the legs' part which I hate. Not that it looks bad, it just don't feel like working out well for me. Once it even looked that the "ballerina" do her best to hide when I needed to come closer to her. We made the practice half of time or a bit more. Some of the time we did with Neta (which took the standing of the kido for this). All the time Neta wasn't satisfied. We were running with the beat or didn't do it "clean" with the steps. She even let us do it a bit with an application which gives the beats of flamenco. She let us do it slow for we will have to make each step without to miss a thing. And this time she fixed me on something which she never said before. I think she was a bit surprised that it was enough to tell me once for it will work out as she wanted and I didn't even try to fight. 

Ok, so taking our mantons and dance all the alegria. In the first time I was worry before we even started. The last one who came was the girl from Haifa and I noticed that we stood in a way she won't enough space. After all the times that I've been pushed to the side or got hidden without my will - it's hard for me that someone who's nice and talented as the girl from Haifa won't have space, never mind it isn't me this time. I said loud and clear that she doesn't have enough. We've been asked to move for she will have her space. For a first time for the evening - it wasn't too bad. The real problem was that only the non clean one remembered the new steps, and even she didn't remember well. We worked on this part slowly and danced all again. Second time was good. We still worked on some parts. 

Third time - all the alegria. I know that because it's alegria - a smile can make the dance better. At least a sign for smiling. I noticed that I can't. The closest to smile I could were in the little time I watched from the side as a part of dance. In the middle of the third time happened something which I hoped won't happen tonight... And I was worry about the space of others, but who will take care for me? I found myself in a situation of to try dancing, but the girl from Haifa which I worried for earlier, and the non clean one got too close for me and I gave no place to get away. Each came from another side. The manton of the non clean one got into mine. She missed and started to piss. Great, it was harder for me to go back to act like nothing happened and I still had no place to run. Neta saw it for sure, but didn't say a word. I think she even smiled. 

End of class. I told that I met the red head. Neta remembered that there was also another girl in the same group with the same name. Somehow - Neta remembered the other one as blonde even though we didn't have blondes in this group. But the "blonde" is amazing! She get anything that wants cause she really do it

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