the class......

That was a bit weird in the start. I came - only Ilan and the guitar player where there outside with the other man who's also in the medium level class. I asked them why do they sit outside. Till it will start.. I Ilan probably more relax than me in the changing clothes - he was still dressed up in daily clothes and wasn't hurry to change although it was close to the time of class. The man got in and the guitar player offered me his place to sit. I said I prefer to change and talk later. I got into the studio and the man was there with pants off for changing. Ok... I got out. He called me and said that I shouldn't be shy from him. ARE YOU KIDDING ME? He's the one with the pants off... When he dressed up - I pulled some of my stuff there and got to the ladies room for changing. A lot of place on the benches and still - when I got back - two girls on my stuff in a way that I could hardly sit for wearing my shoes. Some started to design Neta's time. That's horrible that she don't give one more class before, isn't? Neta came in the last moment - dressed up already. The class has started in few minutes late and for a start - will be a bata class or not? Maybe next week in another day, but for now only two of this class wants it for sure. I said that they will have a lot of studio for that. Neta asked for the meaning. I said that this way they won't get into each other or in the benches. Oh, I mean "space"... The warming started with a recorded music although we had our guitar player who went out... Two girls came a bit late. It didn't take too long till everybody wanted the air conditioner. Neta made it stronger but said it doesn't matter cause we're all wet now. The one who looks to me like something is wrong with her has started this class this time. Once she asked to stop cause she don't understand the step. Neta said (again) that in this class there are people in many different levels and we won't stop to explain any step for we all have to work harder and get a lift up. It doesn't mean that we won't do things a bit slower and then go faster. In few points I got stuck for a moment. I came tired, still a bit cold and it didn't take much time till I'll start to sweat from the heat and stress. The guitar player joined us in the middle. Then time for circles in trios. I admit that in classes that Ilan comes - I'm a bit get stuck on him like child. I give space, but... If I can be in his team... In the first trio he wasn't hurry to go and I was waiting. So Neta asked me to go this the first trio. Fine, I won't argue on a thing like that. And has started many jokes on the dizzy that most of us get. Ok, and for the end... Neta asked the guitar player to play us something really really pretty. He made something quite. I think it was a granina, but don't take me in the word. I'm not sure that I get it yet when I hear it and I didn't ask (silly, but this is life). The ordinary lights of the studio has been closed and instead has opened one strong light bear the mirror. Some started with "what a romantic". Hands' work in a way we usually have in the start. That was over. The next class has started, not before some have gone, the snobbish woman came and the guitar player opened the lights. Working more on buleria. Working again on what we have learned. And going into a circle. Our buleria song... This time - I took a place near Ilan and he whispered the song a bit different. It wasn't first time, but it made me laugh again. Each made some steps alone. Still without to make it hard. I was the last one and it was cool. Later on - with a bit more. I was the first this time and because of stress - I didn't make good enough (I think). And working on it more and more. We all needed to sing as we didn't dance. I couldn't do it all time - not on;y that I'm a terrible singer - my throat still a bit hurts. In one practice alone I got stressed because it wasn't good enough, but accept of Ilan and one of the girls - all made mistakes in this part. And some new steps. In the end I made a try to tell Ilan about the new shawl that I have. It was impossible. Am I going to the Spain? I'm saving money. The bata classes? I'm not going this year. Something new... The shoes? No, does me shoes looks new? No. He takes a part in the show of Einat Schacham. The snobbish woman asked him about the sate. She said that through the flyer it will take a part in the 18TH November, but in the site it shows it will be a week earlier. So I pulled it out and hang it in the air. When he finally saw it he said it's pretty and asked if I made it. Yeah, if calling to buy the fabric and take it to the seamstress as "making it myself" - so I did. And the time to go out. Neta said that they wants to close the place. I took my shawl bak and went to change fast. Last one to close the lights....