Monday, July 22, 2013

This alegria is killing me

I'm not sure who came first - me or the non clean one with her daughters. The medium level class still were dancing with their back to the mirror. The old woman looked happy to see me... Andreu was playing to them. When they finished - the assistant came to me and said that she won't stay to the other class, so whoever didn't pay for a gift for Neta - she wants me to collect and write. Tuesday I will bring to Ilan. The daughter and the "ballerina" also came. I signed the assistant on the "ballerina". The assistant collected from her. The thing happened a moment later with the kido. 

Neta asked us again and again to start the class. The non clean one was sitting with her daughters and looked like she has no meaning to get up. the kido was still changing. I came to start, the non clean one were staring at me like I'm a weirdo. The class has started although the kido wasn't ready and still were fighting her shoes and asked us to wait. For a start we made a practice on the legs' part which I hate the most. Instead of I'll complain on it - the non clean one didn't like it. She asked if we have to start with it. The kido joined us. We made  a lot of practice on many little things over and over again. And the "great" part - I went to my place when changed it. Neta asked me if I always was there. Yes I did! 

At once at least it wasn't only me. She said that all of us don't do one of the walking as we meant to, horrible that not all came. She said that it's my friend who didn't came and was ruin all. I said that she's in the USA now. Oh, right! Then Neta said it's true and she passed it. The non clean one knew it and still it took her by surprise and she had to repeat after what I said.

It didn't over by that. The girl from Haifa came. We made much more practice. Neta made some more complains. All the time I was the target. That's not good enough, that's not fast enough, move to here, move to there... The only moments that others were also the target were when Neta said that me, the non clean one and the girl from Haifa didn't make a good line. The manton of the non clean one got stuck in my face all the time, but it didn't disturb anyone but me. In some moments the kido and the daughter got really close to each other and left me a very small place. 

Only in the middle of class Neta started REALLY to fix others as well accept me. I didn't move out from the target, but from this point others were the targets as much as I did. 

One little water brake. The "ballerina" took the girl from Haifa for a talk. After she finished - I told the girl from Haifa about the gift. She said she has no money, she will bring next week but I have to remind her. 

And dancing all the alegria. The entrance wasn't good enough, so we made it three times till we went on and danced all. Wasn't too bad and still needed to fix. We worked a lot on fixings. And we had one more change in the end. We make the end in a circle now. It was a very small circle till it was getting "into fire" (although the manton of the non clean one still got into my face anyway) or getting out. The girl from Haifa didn't like the way I did my part and asked me again and again to do it different. After I told her twice or so that I can't do as she want me to do - she complained to Neta who asked me to do so even if I can't. I almost screamed in this point that I can't - the circle is too small for making it smaller. The "ballerina" went to drink. Neta asked if all of us want to take a water brake. I took. So they did it again. I couldn't even join them cause they were too close to each other. I got close to them but had to look from the side. I can't remember when I felt so unseen like in this part. I wondered if anyone notice that I'm just looking from the side instead of dancing with them. Neta told them that now all looked good. I wanted to shout and remind them that I'm also there. Normally I'm good in it, but I was too shocked that no one even noticed me till I was speechless. A bit more practice on it with me.

We danced all over again with our backed to the mirror. Some were still confused about the places of getting into the dance. Accept that - most of time we didn't anything too dramatic. the manton of the non clean one still at my face. In the end she started to move on like crazy between us till it was hard to make the end. But we all made it accept her. She was still wondering around and asked what happened. She needed that someone will tell her that now we made it  to the other side.

In the end of class Neta told me that something with the falling of my manton isn't good enough. I told her this is what I got. This conversation ended in it. 

After I went out from the studio too on my mobile phone and called Ilan. Before getting on here for a start - I had to cry to him about it


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