Last moment again. The man made a practice outside, Ilan was with the bimbo and the new nice one in another place outside - palmas and bulerias. Neta looked happy to see me as much as I was happy (or was it only in my mind?). After changing - I joined Ilan and the girls. Not much after - Neta came out to call us and asked what happened. She was pleased to see that the bimbo made a try to show something...
Even after getting into the studio it took some time. The man received a lot of attention because of his new shining flamenco shoes. We started this number and the fat woman. Neta asked if we want the "romantic" thing in the start. At least most of us wanted. She made a different light and was putting some quite music. The tall one came in the middle of it. thought that the shoes she was wearing came cause she didn't have time to change. Heels - yes, still something which looks like for a vacation in Miami or so.... After we finished this part - Neta has been asked who's the singer. It's Pitingo. She told few things about him and we moved on.
We made a pit practice on the legs' part. We did it all from start to the end twice or three times which were not too bad. Still the man felt like he need to come really close to me near the end.
And a talk about end of year show. In those talks on Tuesdays - Neta always counts me in the medium level of Sundays. They dance garrotín. She said again that I come with the garrotín. This time I couldn't help it any more. I asked her" : Why do you need me for the garrotín? Holding your hand?". She said that she need someone to hold her hand all the show. Yeah, and I need an ambulance.... Oh, then a thing remind her that it's the fat woman in the garrotín and I'm in the alegria.
Moving on to the siguiryia. Neta said that I go on to stage with the manton. I said that on Sunday she told that the alegria comes before the siguiryia. For a start she asked me what do I mean. On Sunday she said that the alegria comes before the siguiryia, so I won't come with the manton to the siguiryia. Oh, the alegria DO come before the siguiryia! I will come to stage for the alegria with the manton and will stay on stage for the siguiryia. Where do I start the alegria. This side. Where do you start the siguiryia? That side. So I will have to go stage with the manton from one side, finish it in the other side for being ready for the siguiryia and I will leave my manton there. THANK YOU! This is what I asked on Sunday! Again and again I found out telling her that only now I received a real answer to my question on Sunday. It finished by that she said that I wasn't clear (of course!) and I will have to remember it.
And the man asked if there is a date for the the show. Neta asked him if he's crazy. We're talking about it for two months and the tickets are almost gone. I can't remember who it was - the bimbo or the new nice one who asked if there is a show.
A joke has started about my running on stage. I said loud that while the show I will lose 2.5 pounds from my weight thanks to it. After that I said quite to Ilan that I will lose 2.5 pounds from the exercise, 2.5 more from the stress.
The snobbish was already there, so Neta asked her to play a roll. She was meant to "go up to stage" and look at us from there. We danced twice or three times the siguiryia. Neta finally noticed the problem with the places. Once she asked me quite to change a place for having some space and I would be able to see myself in the mirror. After that we only worked just the standing without dancing. Neta asked the tall one to move aside for she won't hide me. And trying to dance one certain part. The tall already forgot that I'm there. Well, this time Neta was next to me, saw it and probably noticed that it stopped me. She asked again from the tall one to notice that she doesn't hide me. The tall one made a try to say that she can't. Neta said that she doesn't accept that anyone will hide others in the end of year show. Nice that she say it now and not after the show... And all the time I had to hear that it's impossible to hide, all places are good.... So I'm not crazy after all. I wanted to ask her where have she been all this time, but when she finally do it - I didn't want to ruin this moment.
We had a new thing. The order we go out has been changed a bit and Neta asked me to remember it, and she asked me tell it to the assistant who didn't come this time.
Next class. The new nice one opened a bottle of whine that she brought. I took the bottle and cups for we all could drink. The new nice one said few times that she wants the cup which is full the most. All of us accept Neta drank.
We started working on a real end for the buleria, end for fin la fiesta, end of year... After a while we made a practice - Ilan said that I should take a video and upload to our Facebook group. Neta said it's a good idea and were waiting for me. I took the video and joined them fast. Few steps I missed cause they already started.
We made all the part of together. In the solos - I was almost in the end. All made mistakes. Still I had feeling that mine is the worst. From some reason (maybe because of the wine and maybe because I didn't hear the music) - it was hard for me to "hear" the beat. I felt like I've been pushed to finish before I wanted. Neta said that I wasn't on the beat at all and made the palmeros embarrassed.
For the end - we didn't have much time. Neta asked us what do we prefer - to dance the part of all of us together again, or do we prefer to dance the solos again. I didn't answer. I thought that if we'll do the solos again I may have the chance to fix my mistakes and get my honor back. Still I was too afraid now to try again. And what will happen if I'll do the same mistake again? The solos has been chosen. I was the last. All were doing mistakes again. I was still afraid, but I wished to fix it and show that I'm not THAT terrible. I made a harder try to listen to the palmas. It was hard for me to lean only on that without the guitar, but I felt like my life dependent on it. I know that I can. Once I wasn't sure that I wasn't a bit hurry after all, but I saw Neta's face through the mirror. She looked like she approve what I did. I heard them do me some jaleo. This time it sounded like they mean it. I made what I wished for to the end. One more "ole!" from all of them when I finished. Maybe accept Neta who didn't have anything to say. I have to feel the same next times. I have to remember what just happened there.
After class there was a question who will bring the wine next week. I thought maybe I would. This time I just took the dirty cups to the garbage, the bimbo said she will
Even after getting into the studio it took some time. The man received a lot of attention because of his new shining flamenco shoes. We started this number and the fat woman. Neta asked if we want the "romantic" thing in the start. At least most of us wanted. She made a different light and was putting some quite music. The tall one came in the middle of it. thought that the shoes she was wearing came cause she didn't have time to change. Heels - yes, still something which looks like for a vacation in Miami or so.... After we finished this part - Neta has been asked who's the singer. It's Pitingo. She told few things about him and we moved on.
We made a pit practice on the legs' part. We did it all from start to the end twice or three times which were not too bad. Still the man felt like he need to come really close to me near the end.
And a talk about end of year show. In those talks on Tuesdays - Neta always counts me in the medium level of Sundays. They dance garrotín. She said again that I come with the garrotín. This time I couldn't help it any more. I asked her" : Why do you need me for the garrotín? Holding your hand?". She said that she need someone to hold her hand all the show. Yeah, and I need an ambulance.... Oh, then a thing remind her that it's the fat woman in the garrotín and I'm in the alegria.
Moving on to the siguiryia. Neta said that I go on to stage with the manton. I said that on Sunday she told that the alegria comes before the siguiryia. For a start she asked me what do I mean. On Sunday she said that the alegria comes before the siguiryia, so I won't come with the manton to the siguiryia. Oh, the alegria DO come before the siguiryia! I will come to stage for the alegria with the manton and will stay on stage for the siguiryia. Where do I start the alegria. This side. Where do you start the siguiryia? That side. So I will have to go stage with the manton from one side, finish it in the other side for being ready for the siguiryia and I will leave my manton there. THANK YOU! This is what I asked on Sunday! Again and again I found out telling her that only now I received a real answer to my question on Sunday. It finished by that she said that I wasn't clear (of course!) and I will have to remember it.
And the man asked if there is a date for the the show. Neta asked him if he's crazy. We're talking about it for two months and the tickets are almost gone. I can't remember who it was - the bimbo or the new nice one who asked if there is a show.
A joke has started about my running on stage. I said loud that while the show I will lose 2.5 pounds from my weight thanks to it. After that I said quite to Ilan that I will lose 2.5 pounds from the exercise, 2.5 more from the stress.
The snobbish was already there, so Neta asked her to play a roll. She was meant to "go up to stage" and look at us from there. We danced twice or three times the siguiryia. Neta finally noticed the problem with the places. Once she asked me quite to change a place for having some space and I would be able to see myself in the mirror. After that we only worked just the standing without dancing. Neta asked the tall one to move aside for she won't hide me. And trying to dance one certain part. The tall already forgot that I'm there. Well, this time Neta was next to me, saw it and probably noticed that it stopped me. She asked again from the tall one to notice that she doesn't hide me. The tall one made a try to say that she can't. Neta said that she doesn't accept that anyone will hide others in the end of year show. Nice that she say it now and not after the show... And all the time I had to hear that it's impossible to hide, all places are good.... So I'm not crazy after all. I wanted to ask her where have she been all this time, but when she finally do it - I didn't want to ruin this moment.
We had a new thing. The order we go out has been changed a bit and Neta asked me to remember it, and she asked me tell it to the assistant who didn't come this time.
Next class. The new nice one opened a bottle of whine that she brought. I took the bottle and cups for we all could drink. The new nice one said few times that she wants the cup which is full the most. All of us accept Neta drank.
We started working on a real end for the buleria, end for fin la fiesta, end of year... After a while we made a practice - Ilan said that I should take a video and upload to our Facebook group. Neta said it's a good idea and were waiting for me. I took the video and joined them fast. Few steps I missed cause they already started.
We made all the part of together. In the solos - I was almost in the end. All made mistakes. Still I had feeling that mine is the worst. From some reason (maybe because of the wine and maybe because I didn't hear the music) - it was hard for me to "hear" the beat. I felt like I've been pushed to finish before I wanted. Neta said that I wasn't on the beat at all and made the palmeros embarrassed.
For the end - we didn't have much time. Neta asked us what do we prefer - to dance the part of all of us together again, or do we prefer to dance the solos again. I didn't answer. I thought that if we'll do the solos again I may have the chance to fix my mistakes and get my honor back. Still I was too afraid now to try again. And what will happen if I'll do the same mistake again? The solos has been chosen. I was the last. All were doing mistakes again. I was still afraid, but I wished to fix it and show that I'm not THAT terrible. I made a harder try to listen to the palmas. It was hard for me to lean only on that without the guitar, but I felt like my life dependent on it. I know that I can. Once I wasn't sure that I wasn't a bit hurry after all, but I saw Neta's face through the mirror. She looked like she approve what I did. I heard them do me some jaleo. This time it sounded like they mean it. I made what I wished for to the end. One more "ole!" from all of them when I finished. Maybe accept Neta who didn't have anything to say. I have to feel the same next times. I have to remember what just happened there.
After class there was a question who will bring the wine next week. I thought maybe I would. This time I just took the dirty cups to the garbage, the bimbo said she will
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