After one missed class

This time there was a message on time that classes will be as usual. Not all came, probably because of the rain, maybe because of the holiday. I came almost in the last moment. One more evening that I come REALLY tired. Ilan came in the last moment. I guess that he became the person that I'm happy the most to see in the classes of Tuesday. Just nice company and I can always look for which level I would be happy to go higher (dream on this level). Lots of legs' warming. The nice one came pretty for the hardest part. Some new steps... Not much after we had to do it in couples. Ilan and the nice one were the first couple. We were in a half circle, they have been face to face and Ilan was with the back to me. I have no idea how did she make it, but I saw that he made it great. Neta also looked mostly on his legs and had no complains. Second couple that has been chosen was me and the assistant. Why do I have to be a couple with her??? I made a try to listen from the palmas we've been given where to get in. She was in the front of me and it was clear she hardly know what to do with herself. Well, I CAN'T trust her and I don't wanna look at her anyway. I found a spot to look at and listened. The palmas helped me to know how to make it. I'm not sure I made all perfect, but... It was easier than I thought it would. In one moment I noticed that Neta looks at my legs and her eyes didn't leave me till our turn was over. She hardly looked at the assistant. I guess that my friend was right when she said that if a teacher notice you - you can always see it as a complement. I don't know if I finally get it or because I already feel self-confidence in this studio - I was really cool with it. I was sure that she will fix me somehow and I wasn't afraid this option. Well, I didn't have a reason to be afraid. Next couple has been chosen and Neta didn't have anything to say that I made anything wrong. But those who came after me and the assistant... No end for the fixings. And circles. Those in the place - I start doing better. The fixings came later for me when we made it around the studio. Some I made fine, but later on I've been told that I'm not focused enough again. And with sending a leg and... How to explain it? Like circle the leg and the body comes after. Ilan said that I'm great in this part and the face I learned to dance in bata gives me an advantage in this one. A part of it is wrong doing in batas (the legs goes too high in the front), but whatever comes after... And I didn't even notice. A moment after - Neta made a try to fix me. I usually understand, but this time... The fixings made me step worse. Something really didn't work out for me. And dancing our dance. So, it was clear it's a palo that I never danced before. I made a try to figure out alone. I thought that if I will ask I will look stupid anyway I'll find to ask. Still through the happy music we have - I had no chance. It's so modern that I couldn't figure out alone. So, without my question I found out this evening and now I know why did we practice palmas of siguiryia. Who would believe that siguiryia can sound happy when I've been warned it's the saddest (and all others I heard did sound sad)... Few more new steps for end of class. And next class. Few of us left with the snobbish. Practice our steps for buleria. And a try to dance the new combination. In this point I saw that I'm not the only one who isn't in the best. All of us were in head over sky. It took all of us to be on the ground and do SOMETHING. So this time we didn't do each alone. A lot of work. And a try to dance with a buleria that we didn't dance before. Neta guide us and we all try to do like her in our styles. Near the end some gave up. And through to the solea. And a talk. Neta said that her assistant uploaded a video to the group. One said that the assistant uploaded something else, and others said it was me who uploaded this video. In the end - it had a compromise. We both uploaded videos of this part but I was the first one. I had something to say about how does things goes. And dancing a lot of solea... One more good thing about the fact Ilan comes - this year I go by foot. Now it pretty become a habit that most of times we both come we walk together. Few times like this time he walked with me a big part to home, but went each to another direction in one point. In most of times - he walks with me almost till my house. Like it isn't fun enough in the studio...