Energy needed

I can't remember when did happen in the last time that I came THAT tired and without energy to class. It does happen that I come tired, but this time... I guess that it's mostly because I'm after a week of being cold, and the fact I slept terrible most of time when I finally got to sleep last time. I saw the husband of the fat woman a bit before I got in. It was a bit disturbing. I forgot that his wife doesn't learn with me in the same class and I didn't feel like making him a pip show. After I got in and saw her in the medium level class - I got relaxed. I won't need to handle it. The guitar player was there. well... Maybe it's about time I'll say it's Andreu Ilin who's play to us. For him it's a bit more time to play and earn a bit more - a musical thing too (accept the bit money he et for this). Between classes - he told me something that sounds pretty sad to me. He said that the "neighbours" of Joselito has a problem to hear a bit live flamenco music at Fridays. Because of it - he and Oshy had to perform inside this Friday and it isn't sure anymore if they will go on there. I know that I prefer to hear live flamenco music and NOT to hear my neighbours.... The weirdest thing to me in this thing is the fact that I'm so many years in the flamenco, most of my friends - at least the closest to me - are in flamenco and even without being a professional I'm too aware to the scene here in Israel of flamenco. It's mostly in Tel Aviv (my city) and Jerusalem. Just because of it - it became too easy for me to forget that not all loves flamenco, not as I am. And HERE? In Tel Aviv? People don't want it? Ok, I do know that not all as I am, but this is a bit too much and too sad. Class has started. Not all came. The talented kido said that her friend who started this year won't come today because of a mess she had today. My friend, the nice one and the girl from Haifa came in a bit late. Did I say no energy? In the warming I received two fixings. Once that I do the step enough power. A bit later that I don't pull up a bit my skirt for it will be possible to see my legs. Not much after class has started - Neta asked how did "she" go without her shirt, "she" forgot her shirt. After a while Neta said it's her assistant. The assistant gave her shirt to Neta. From unknown reason - the shirt was on Neta's neck. I think that the assistant wanted to see me the less as possible (she doesn't speak with me and don't get too close for at least two weeks. Much better for me). And in the medium level class was a new one who came to see if she wants to. Neta talked with her between classes as she always do with new ones. Maybe soon two of last year will return. One of them... Oh dear! I won't be able to see myself in the mirror cause I will have to stay in her a$$ (in case she will return). The worming has over and the shirt of the assistant has moved over. So did the work of the air conditioner. I forgot that I'm NOT the only one who fights for it will work. The nice one started a fight that I'm not sure that I would start. My friend offered to send her to Spain (can I come too? why don't she send me?) for she will sweat in the studios there. The windows has been opened. Not enough for me, but freaked out the nice one more than it freaked me. Practice the alegria just like, at least what we have from it. And taking the shawls. Once with the shawls - accept the kido - all of us to put it aside again. When we took it back and made some more with it - I think that I stepped once or twice on it. I'm THAT tired and still not used to my new big shawl. I will have to take it to the seamstress again cause a little part has been open. In one brake I asked my friend what does she think about my new shawl. I know she doesn't like the color of the main part and I was a bit afraid from the answer. In the end - she said she likes it and asked me from where did I get it. I told her about the too much fabric I had that will become to an evening skirt accept the shawl. One more "like" for me... The only thing she had to say against was that my shawl isn't heavy enough and it must be hard to work with. Maybe she's right, but I like the way it is - even if it's a bit hard. The nice one freaked out from the heat till she didn't want her shawl on her in the last few minutes. For me it was at least a thing that made some wind on my face...